Sunday, April 19, 2009

Neverland turns into nothing

The sky is blue
The grass is green.
My life is not perfect,
And I don't want it to be.
I have good days,and I have bad days.
I smile,and I cry.
I laugh,and I fight.
I do things that I'm not proud of,
And I do things,that show the best in me.
My life
Is how it should be.
With good,with bad.
But one place,I have,
Where I consider myself perfect.
That is my world,
That I've built for years.
You can't bring it down,
You can't make it disapear.
It's a part of me.
It's me.
Neverland.
The one place,where I spend most of my time.
The one place,where things are the way I want them to be,
The one place,where I do not ever cry.
The one place,where my heart is full of joy.
The one place,where harm does not exist,
And neither bad or sad.
In Neverland,I find peace.
In Neverland,I find myself.
The real me.
And in Neverland,I find hope.
The hope,that everything is going to be okay one day.
The hope that keeps me going every single day.
The hope,that the person who means the most to me,will come back to me.
And the hope,that people need me.
I need friends.
Without them,I'll float away.
Without them,I'm nothing.
But what happens,when I feel they don't need me.
The truth is,they never did.
But i couldn't simply walk away.
I didn't had the strenght.
I can't do it now wither,
But I have to.
I don't want them.
I don't need them.
I am better on my own,
And they are better without me.
They will never understand me,
And I don't want them to.
They are different,
And I am weird.

I
am
nothing.

Friday, April 10, 2009

Someday

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry things aren't the way they should be.
I'm sorry
That many are punished for something they did not do.
For the things they never got to do.
For all the things they would deserve,
But they will never have.
For all the times when they needed help,
But no one was there to help them.
For all the moments they were on the ground,
But no one cared enough to pick them up.
For all the times they needed a shoulder to lean on,
But no one gave them support.
For every day,that they thought it was the last
For all the tears they shared with the world.
For every second spent sad.
For every minute they spent crying.
For every second they wanted to die,
For every hour they thought they were worthless.
For every day they spend being a shadow.
For every week they thought no one cared.
For every year that was insignificant.
STOP.
Look around you,and smile.
There is a reason why you are here.
A reason why you are who you are.
A reason why things are the way they are.
Don't be sad.
Smile.
Someday,things will change.
You won't have what you want,but what you need.
You won't have what you wished for,
But so much more.
You will meet people,
For who you will mean the world.
You will be so happy,it will make you cry.
You will have so much joy,
You won't know how to react.
You will see even the ugliest things beautiful.
You will smile for no reason,
And you will not think about the past,
You will be enjoying your present,
And you will smile when thinking of the future.
You'll smile.
You'll be happy.





Clock.Time.
The time is a person's biggest fear.
The time passes.
It never stays.
It never stops.
You can't hold a moment in your hand.
You can only keep it as a memory.
You are born.
You grow up.
You grow old.
And you die.
That's how things are.
This is how things should be.
The passes slowly,
Time passes quickly.
The passes not how you wast to
But how it should.
You want it to pass fast,
it passes slow.
You want it to pass slow,
It passes fast.
It doesn't listen to you.
You're not the one who decides how time should pass.
The time controls us.
Time controls our life.
Time..Controls.
It's the truth.
Accept it.
And learn how to live with it,
Otherwise,you'll wake up one day,
And you'll realize how much time passed,
And how you didn't do anything.
While time passes,it get's precious every second.
When you're young,it passes slow.
You think you have an eternity in front of you.
But as you get older,
Your seconds are numbered.
Every seconds you get when your older,
Are even more precious.
The only moment that is yours,is the present.
Not the past,and neither the future.
Everything depends on you.
You can hold the present,
Or you can let it go.
My advice.
Take this moment as it is.
Enjoy every hour with your family,
Every minute with your friends,
And every second with the one you love.
But don't forget,
Time,as it is.
Can build you or break you.
It's up to you how you're going to use it.
Use it wisely.